January 2011
30 posts
human.
I just told my mom the amazing news and the response I got was less than happy. It was a mix of disappointment and fear. I just started crying. I expected the same amount of happiness I felt that I was finally free of my selfishness. I wanted her to have the same reaction as when I would bring home good grades. And, when I didn’t receive that I was so upset. I started crying and instantly...
December 2010
19 posts
sold out.
I haven’t felt so overjoyed and free in such a long time. The last time I felt this amazing was 10th grade and I had just accepted Jesus into my life. I’ve been spiritually at rock bottom for the past 3 years and I never knew why. I always blamed it on everything: the school I was at, the people I hung out with, my family, work, or God. I knew there was a reason why I was at rock...
Amazing.
It’s amazing how one moment can drastically change the rest of your life.
2011.
Dear 2011,
I have a lot of hope for you. I’m hoping you’re my year. I want to look back on you and think this is when everything felt normal again. Please come with a lot of newness. I want to feel things I’ve never felt before and haven’t felt in a long time like joy.
-Me
Life.
I want to do something with my life. Seriously considering study abroad. Even paying for it myself. Can’t wait to start making some hard cash.
Dream.
I had the most vivid and the scariest dream I’ve had to date. I don’t remember the before. I was inside my car, doing all the usuals like putting my seatbelt on, etc. It was dark outside. I was at a parking lot on my way home. I remember getting on a road somewhere with little light, barely any cars, and lots of trees. I look in my rear view mirror to see if any cars are behind me and...
9th letter.
Someone I wish I could meet,
I’m not sure who this would be. I would like to meet a lot of people. A lot of them are celebrities and I’ve had every chance possible to. But, have yet to meet one. If I met one I know I’d like to think I would be so happy and want their autograph and photo. But, in reality I’d be like everybody else just stunned, standing there looking...
