August 2011
17 posts
korea.
Everyone seems to be asking me the same question: “Have you done anything exciting yet?” My answer is no. I have been to Korea about 18 times. I am 21 you figure out how much that is over the course of my life up until now. Simply, ITS A LOT! The country is small there is not that many places to go and to see. I have done everything imaginable. I’ve gone to all the big amusement...
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random thoughts.
My random thoughts and ranting:
-I don’t understand how people can be so rude? Would it kill you to say ‘excuse me’ before shoving me out of your way? Is where you are going so important you have to trample me down? I just don’t understand. I literally got shoved to the wall by a middle school boy and was about to go off on him for one even touching me because I hate being...
July 2011
15 posts
dream.
I hate when a dream is so real and vivid you wake up thinking ‘am I dreaming now?’ I think I had one of the best dreams I’ve ever had in a really long time. I woke up literally with a smile on my face. I can’t tell the details of my dream because I am secretely hoping it will actually happen. Sigh. A dream is a wish your heart makes…la di da…when you’re...
learning.
I’ve only been in Korea for less than day and I’m already learning a lot about myself:
-I can never have a job where I am traveling all the time. Airplanes are no fun past 4 hours. And going through security is not fun either. I just could not do it for other than vacation purposes.
-I love my grandma. She is seriously hilarious. Growing up I always thought she was so strict and...
session one.
I’m doing a new devotional about pursuing spiritual transformation. Honestly, when I saw the title I thought this might be a little too much for me. But, after reading and digesting session one it isn’t as scary.
I’ve learned that being “spiritual” does not mean being a perfect little Christian. All the external stuff isn’t relevant. Its about embracing that...
you should know...
Just because I don’t open up right away doesn’t make me cold.
Just because I’m blunt or real doesn’t make me a bitch.
Just because I smile a lot doesn’t mean I’m okay.
Just because I dress nice doesn’t make me spoiled.
Just because I drink and like to have a good time doesn’t make me less of a Christian.
Just because I don’t tell you my...
at peace.
I no longer hold any anger towards you. I have forgiven you for your lack of involvement in my life and I have come to terms with it. I am a strong independent woman who hasn’t and doesn’t resort to being promiscuous and finding love in all the wrong places because I have ‘daddy’ issues. I am finally at peace. I have let all the hurt and anger go like freeing a dove from...
quote of the day.
Failure isn’t God’s rejection but God’s redirection.
