I am really trying. I have let go of being bitter but sometimes anger just comes so naturally. Its easy to get mad. I feel like I am owed so much, of all the things I missed out on. I’m 22 and I still find myself acting like a child crying over the presents I didn’t get. I find myself thinking why am I reacting this way? But, its so hard. School doesn’t teach you to deal with certain situations like this they teach you how to add and your abc’s and some social interactions. Even watching movies and television shows doesn’t help. How do you deal with brokenness when you’re supposed to be a grown adult? I guess every moment and every day will be a battle between myself. I’m trying.