God is amazing. I love that he can speak to me in anyway possible. Yes, as a diligent Christian it is good to constantly read the word and seek his wisdom through the actual Bible. But, being someone who loves a more personable and individualistic type of attention and teaching I think he speaks to me through ways I would recognize. Tonight I learned that life is short. And because its so short I need to start living my life and stop being so afraid. He said in Joshua 1:9 to be strong and courageous because he is with me wherever I go. I also took away that because life is so short to let go of my anger. I don’t want the day that I’m lying on my death bed thinking of all the time I had lost wasting on hating someone. Sometimes messages like these hit me hard and gets me a little emotional. I kind of grieve the time I’ve lost already but I hope that I have enough time to make up for it.